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Chapter 7: Perspective
“Skywalker, don’t worry. Ahsoka is a big girl, she and Rasi probably just went to look around.” Plo Koon had spent that past half an hour trying to calm the young Jedi Knight who was beginning to worry about his padawan.
“Did I not just tell her to tell me before she takes off! She never listens. What if something bad happens I won’t have a clue where to look for her. I swear sometimes she is so careless, so reckless, so….” Anakin babbled unable to think of a proper way to explain his padawan’s behavior
“so…much like yourself” Plo Koon finished for him.
As much as Anakin hated to admit it, Plo Koon was right. Ahsoka had become so much like him over that past couple of years. Sometimes he considered how much she was like him to be a bad thing. He wanted to have her around for a long time and the more she acted like him, the more she put herself as risk.
“This may be hard to believe Skywalker, Ahsoka wants to be just like you.” Plo Koon smiled.
“What!?!?”
“I remember when she had just turned fourteen, she raced down the halls of the Jedi temple, crashing into several masters in the process. She screamed when she finally opened the door to my quarters…you know what I have the holo recording saved onto my data pad. Take a look.”
He activated his data pad and suddenly a holo image of a slightly younger Plo Koon appeared along with a young togruta who Anakin recognized right away…
“What’s wrong Little Soka?”asked a very concern Plo Koon.
“Wrong?!? Nothing’s wrong. Everything’s perfect! I’m going to be a padawan.” she exclaimed
Anakin smiled, that was classic Ahsoka, so full of life, so enthusiastic about everything, so…happy.
“Congratulations young one! Who is to be your master?”
“Anakin Skywalker, I’m leaving in a few hours to meet him and Master Kenobi on Christophsis. Master Plo I am so excited! I can’t wait to meet him. I’ve already heard all about him and read articles about him in the holo news. He’s a brave, strong, heroic, and everyone respects him. I can’t believe I get to be his padawan.”
Anakin was beaming. She hadn’t even met him yet and already she looked up to him.
Plo Koon rubbed his chin and appeared to be in deep thought.
“Skywalker hmmm... I was unaware that he was looking for a padawan.”
“Well Master Yoda said that he never asked him directly…but I’m sure he will be happy, why else would I be assigned to him” she reassured.
“I just don’t want to see you get hurt.” he explained.
“I won’t Master Plo, he’ll be happy…he will…you’ll see…he’ll want me…I know it” she repeated as if to assure herself more than him.
“Well than you’d best be on your way. Until we meet again Little Soka.” he smiled.
“Goodbye Master Plo” and with that she bowed in respect making her way towards that door. As she was about to leave she paused. Then, she turned around and ran to hug Master Plo before finally darting out of the room.
“Oh No!” thought Anakin. If he had had the slightest idea about how excited Ahsoka was, he would have never treated her that way he did. Images of Christophsis flashed through his mind. All of the things he had said to her.
“And who are you suppose to be”
“Well I don’t know if you’ve noticed...”
“No, no, no, no there must be some mistake.”
“There’s been a mix up the youngling isn’t with me.”
“I don’t even think you’re old enough to be a padawan.”
“…if you ready you’d better start proving it”
He was a jerk to her, and he felt awful. There he was watching his padawan two years ago. Just an innocent fourteen year old who wanted nothing more than to be a padawan and learn from a Jedi Master and what did she get? A dysfunctional master who struggled to keep track of her half of the time. Why would the council assign a padawan to him, and Ahsoka or all people. Of course he loved having her around (whether he admitted it or not) he saw her as a daughter/little sister. But above all she was his best friends and the second most important person in his life (with Padme 1st and Obi-wan third). But he didn’t know how to tell her that. For a Jedi accused of having too many emotions he sure had a hard time expressing them. He did little thing such as putting a hand on her shoulder to protect her or make her feel better. He tried, and he hoped she noticed.
“Master Plo do you think Ahsoka learning from me is really the best thing for her?”
“Well Skywalker, I don’t think you necessarily lead by the most supreme example, but I think Ahsoka is very happy to have you as her master” Plo Koon replied.
“I know, and I’m happy to have her as my padawan, but do you think she would be better off with someone like you or Obi-wan? I mean I’m not suggesting she be transferred cause I would miss her like crazy, but, I can’t help but feel like I can’t keep her safe from everything no matter how hard I try she always seems to get into trouble…” Plo Koon simply smiled as the young Jedi Knight babbled on worrying about his performance has a teacher.
“Well, would you be willing to give young Ahsoka up to another master?” Plo Koon asked already knowing the answer.
“OF COURSE NOT!!!...forgive me master…but I can’t let go of Ahsoka…I just can’t not after all of the time we have spent together...but…” he took a deep breath, “…if Ahsoka wanted to be taught by a different Master I wouldn’t stand in her way. Sure I would be heartbroken, and try to talk her out of it, but in the end I would stand by her decision.” Anakin sighed. Just the thought of losing his padawan made him depressed.
“Well the council doesn’t reassign padawans for no reason. Even if you and Ahsoka came to the conclusion you just described, how would you per sway the council?” Plo Koon asked, smirking behind his mask. He knew Anakin would never give up Ahsoka, nor would she ever opt for another master. However, the spaz-like activity of Anakin was amusing him quite a bit.
“Well…I would probably have to lie. I would make up a bunch of Poodoo like…”
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Ahsoka and Rasi hurried back to the guest room will Gordon close behind. As they approached the door all three stopped to catch their breaths.
Suddenly Ahsoka heard her master talking in his serious voice and put her lekku against the door to listen.
“…Ahsoka doesn’t listen to authority and I no longer have a patience to tolerate her behavior. When she was assigned to me I was told that she was a top student. However, from the moment I began to train her she demonstrated sloppy, and carless techniques as if she was a newly appointed level 3 youngling. Her skills have not improved since she has been my student so I felt the need to risk letting her yield a second saber just to ensure she doesn’t get herself killed against three or more droids. She behaves like a child and frankly I have reached my breaking point. I don’t think that anyone can train that hopelessly inferior child but I would find great amusement in seeing Master Yoda try. Perhaps even a couple of more years as a youngling would do her some good. With respect I just cannot carry the burden of her any longer.”
Ahsoka felt a flood or tears and fought to keep them from trickling down her face. Rasi and Gordon (who had also heard what was said) cowered in fear as Ahsoka slammed her fist into the door panel causing it to open will an alarming woosh.