Yeah, I know what you mean. I'm sorry to hear about your mother and brother too, that's really got to be hard. Maybe one day they'll be able to come over to Germany with you as well, I don't really know the entire situation, and I'm not gonna ask if you don't want me to, but I hope that's still an option for you in the future.
One thing that'll help, is getting this place up a running again. I'm not sure if I ever told why I originally joined this place, but I suppose I owe you people the full story after all these years. It was an awful year at school for me, kinda similar to this one actually, though not quite as bad. I was always depressed, didn't do much at home except homework and play video games unless something was on TV. The only extracirricular thing I did was basketball, but that quickly turned into school politics and I was so ready to quit it. Then, I ran across the comments on SW.com after a particualrly hard night of basketball practice and a desire for news on the new TCW episode that I could look foward to on the weekend when I had no school, no basketball, no nothing. And I quickly fell in love with people I felt I could actually relate to, even if I had never seen them face to face. Jaina, Ahsokasister, Barriss, Hartattack, Evan: even though you had different usernames, you were still the same people, and it made going online at the first chance a blast. Then, of course, the local idot comes along and nearly ruins everything-SPAMMONSTER, I think he was called. With his antics forcing you guys to play your hands, I wondered how quickly my new pasttime might wear away-until the Forum was started in the summer. At first, I was afraid it would be hard to keep up with the conversation, but then I realized, this was my chance to get IN it. After some debating with my parents, I became GeneralGrievous505 and met even more wonderful people on here like Leia, Anakin, Jango, Gabby, you ARC, and oh how the list goes on. That summer was one of the best I've ever had, and the school year after that the same thanks to you guys.
That's one more reason I've never given up on this place when it's gotten as rough as it has in the past couple years-you guys gave me hope when I had none; now, it's time for me to return the favor. So who's with me? Let's return the hope, the passion, and the people that made this place.